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Dirty Faith: Wanting God When You Feel Too Messy to Be Loved

Live conversation with Pastor Everette Mitchell & Dr. Sagashus Levingston
Part of the Dirty Faith Series

Let’s be honest—some days, we want God but feel too messy to reach for Him.
We feel too undone, too far gone, too much in our heads or our shame to pray the “right” way.

This stop is for those days.

Dirty Faith is about showing up to God with the real stuff—before the breakthrough, before the testimony, before we’ve cleaned it up. It’s about learning to believe that God doesn’t need us to be polished. He just needs us to be present.

We’re not performing holiness here. We’re talking about all the “dirty” things: money, sex, “messy” lives and more.

Focus Chapters:

  • Dear God – A journaled cry in the middle of the night, written in anxiety, desperation, and need

  • Naked – A spiritual and emotional stripping down; reclaiming worth through vulnerability

  • Breathe – A pause, exhale and reminder that stillness is holy, too

Together, these chapters say:
Faith isn’t about being perfect. It’s about showing up—even when you’re a mess.

What to Expect:

  • A live, raw conversation between Dr. Sagashus and Pastor Everette Mitchell

  • Reflections on shame, spirituality, motherhood, and how we fight to feel worthy

  • A safe space to ask questions, reflect, and sit with your whole self—unapologetically

  • Optional prayer, soft music, and a sacred close

Vibe:

This isn’t church as usual.
It’s bold conversation.

Come in whatever state you’re in.
Just come as you are…for real.

Because there is no version of you that God doesn’t want.

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